existential – Page 2 – Leonie's Art Blog

Comics, Illustration, LeonieYue, SuperLeonieMode, Timelapse

SuperLeonieMode 346 / When your mind drifts away from the conscious world + timelapse!

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Low energy hermit thoughts :’)

CharacterDesign, Fanart, GiftArt, Illustration, LeonieYue, Reflection, Timelapse

Fanart / Absolutely innocent Tanuki from Crossy Road’s Japan update + timelapse! 🦝✨

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Family friendly raccoon dog (:
And I reflect about my art, what I post and mixed feelings on “progress”.

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SuperLeonieMode 340 / Me and my little Leonies! On expressing & interpreting mixed, subtle feelings.

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I ramble about my sappy mixed feelings and expressing & interpreting them in this blog post.

When I can’t really express how I’m feeling through words, through my awkward body language and my deadpan facial expression :’)

And reflecting on my birthday (which was over a week ago!) Please keep it to this blog; I don’t want to mention it on social media.

Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Timelapse

Fanart / Princess Daisy and Peach from Mario Golf Super Rush, timelapse & little E3 ramble

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I ramble about games I’m looking forward to! And I’m taking a break next week :’)

LeonieYue, Podcast, Reflection, Sketches, Studies

Sketch for the day 02 / Pointing [pixivSketch 28/05/2021] + ramble on managing social media (LeonieArtRambles podcast #6)

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It’s my second sketch prompt!
Also Leonie rambles about feelings, managing social media, not wanting to post some of her art to twitter, mental health, perfectionism, niches, uncertainty, constantly evolving boundaries and how few people seem to read her blog 🙁

There’s also a podcast version of this blog post!

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Patron only StudyPost 16 / Figures and fashion studies + reflecting on “positive arrogance” & these patron posts!

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Sketchpost 16 / Figures and fashion studies, Vivian timelapse + reflecting on “positive arrogance” & these patron posts [patron only]!

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SuperLeonieMode 329 / Mother’s Day 7 page comic

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SuperLeonieMode 329 / Mother’s Day 7 page comic, story ramble about this Mother’s Day comic + adjusting my patreon, changed my blog’s look, conflicted twitter feelings in this blog post :’)

LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, progressupdate, Reflection, Sketches, Studies, StudyPost

Patron only StudyPost 15 / DTIYS illustration timelapse, figure drawing & portraits + letting go of results & perfectionism

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Sketchpost 15 / DTIYS illustration timelapse, figure drawing and portraits + letting go of results, perfectionism & final interesting finds in this blog post [patron only]

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Fanart / Sephiroth portraits + LeonieUpdate!

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Fanart / Sephiroth portraits, process steps + LeonieUpdate, communication vent, notes on time anxiety, daily schedule, existential life questions and more in this blog post!!

LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Podcast, Reflection

LeonieArtRambles podcast 04 / Ikigai, outer & inner reasons for being and living

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LeonieArtRambles podcast 04 / Ikigai, outer & inner reasons for being and living.
How ikigai is not all about money or career, how I feel it applies to me and maybe my rambles help you reflect about yourself too 💜

LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Podcast, progressupdate, Reflection, Sketches, Studies, StudyPost

StudyPost 06 / Calm gestures, Figure drawing & portrait sketches & embracing that I am terrible and have much to learn at art 🖤 + LEONIEARTRAMBLES E02

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Sketchbook / Calm gestures, figure drawing & portrait sketches + embracing that I am terrible and have much to learn at art 🖤

I ramble about artist block and motivation!

Character design + illustration / Bowl of Mystery with Paw Paw + MondayLeonieUpdate!

Final illustration!

CharacterDesign, Concept Art, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, progressupdate, Reflection, Sketches, Studies

Character design + illustration / Bowl of Mystery with Paw Paw + MondayLeonieUpdate!

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In this MondayLeonieUpdate:

— finished my Paw Paw character illustration from last week! 😀
— personal update: 2020 is a year of clarity! Also on narcissistic fathers & ramble on aspie shutdown and emotional withdrawal
— my birthday happened: reflecting on mortality, getting older, relationships & my career
— game thoughts on Crash 4, Min Min in Smash Ultimate, trailers and more
— Leonie’s Animal Crossing update + gaming shenanigans!

Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, progressupdate, Reflection

Fanart / Buddy & me! Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Rescue Team DX demo thoughts & update

leonieyue Mar 8, 2020 Tagged with artbusiness, careerthoughts, charmander, covid19, existential, fanart, freelancing, friendship, InterestingFinds, leonieyue, NintendoSwitch, pokemon, PokemonMysteryDungeon, PokemonMysteryDungeonRescueTeamDX, selfdoubt, squirtle, SundayLeonieUpdate

= Pokemon Mystery Dungeon demo thoughts
= Personal thoughts on covid19
= Interesting Finds
= Short ramble on “Is there purpose in life”?
= Personal ramble on art and business

CharacterDesign, Illustration, LeonieYue, Reflection, Sketches, Traditional

Knight of hearts, sketchbook, gloomy rambles, weekly blog posts & update

leonieyue Nov 18, 2019 Tagged with artvsartist, burntOut, careerthoughts, CharacterDesign, cuteartwork, existential, feelings, freelancing, gloomy, goatmop, Illustration, inktober, inktober2019, isolated, knightofhearts, leonieyue, reflection, routine, self compassion, sketchbook, socialmedia, trashhippo

= Knight of Hearts Character illustration
= Leonie’s character designs & sketchbook
= #ArtvsArtist & trying to feel less existential with her art
= Personal update: Gloomy section, weekly blog posts & routine

Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, Reflection

Kaoru from Rilakkuma and Kaoru [Fanart] & being existential about life

leonieyue Aug 5, 2019 Tagged with acceptance, aggretsuko, clipstudiopaint, existential, existentialism, fanart, Illustration, KaoruAndRilakkuma, kiiroitori, leftbehind, patreon, rilakkuma, singledom

* This is is a 10 minute read! * “It rains non-stop every day. It constantly rains in my heart too.” – Kaoru from Rilakkuma and …

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