Welcome to my rambly learning journey! I'm a low energy, autistic hermit & character illustrator! ʕ✿˵•ᴥ•˵ ʔ
In this blog post:
– my regular self worth and social media vent
– reflecting about Mountains, concept art and art direction
– managing my negative feelings, life & goals philosophy
– my knee injuries and update with the physio
– I’m going to GCAP 2023 (Australian game developer conference) this year & preparing myself mentally eep
![Young Cricket the meat dumplings lover! [Warioware: Get It Together!]](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/LeonieYueWariowareGetItTogether-CricketWeb.png?fit=700%2C574&ssl=1)
In this blog post:
– back to text commentary speedpaint
– commentary, youtube analytics & video making woes
– autism thoughts: masking, not looking autistic enough, scripting, “selective” mutism, burnouts, jobs/workplace accommodations, social faux pas, friendships & intimacy
– social media & personal update
![Making my PNGtuber avatars for my channel [Reflective Speedpaint]!](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/LeonieYuePNGTuberAvatarsYT.png?fit=800%2C450&ssl=1){kind=avatar}
In this blog post:
– about this video
– Crossy shenanigans
– to stream or not?
– voice over videos or not?
– figuring Adobe alternatives
– AI generated art worries, sadness & the “game illustrators in China got laid off” article
– personal ramble
![Happy Vietnamese New Year of the Cat 2023 featuring Catwalk God Kabegami / 壁神 🐈 & Issun!! [大神 / Ōkami LNY Project 🧧 ] + more!](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/01/LeonieYueOkamiYearOfCat2023_Web.png?fit=640%2C700&ssl=1)
In this blog post:
– thoughts on my Year of the Cat illustration & little bit on lunar new year
– numbered intimacy levels to gauge relationships and friendships
– managing my autism, inertia, uneven productivity, attention, drive, emotions and energy levels
– update/changes to my little Patreon
– personal update
Reflecting about needing this posting and birthday break.
![SuperLeonieMode 348 / Even if it is hard to believe, let’s do what we can right now [self portrait]](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/SuperLeonieModeComic348-deadpanthumbsupWEB.png?fit=600%2C750&ssl=1)
Head empty, doing your best one small step at a time.
Also busy busy busy juggling and stressing
I’m either deadpan staring or looking away ;D
Please I don’t want to stare into each other’s souls :’)
I did a bunch of online autism tests!
I go reflect how I currently manage my hyperfocus, rejection sensitive dysphoria, executive function struggles, attention & emotional dysregulation with my inattentive, autistic brain 🧠
Most people aren’t comfortable when you don’t speak and with a deadpan face :’)
Creative brain started to float away
oh no my creative & energy levels!
Thoughts on context switching, struggle with focus & questioning art purpose.
Low energy hermit thoughts :’)
SuperLeonieMode 332 / Hermit Leonie goes outside after an isolated year 😰
I ramble about my anxious adventures in this post :’)
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