Welcome to my rambly learning journey! I'm a low energy, autistic hermit & character illustrator! ʕ✿˵•ᴥ•˵ ʔ
In this blog post:
– my regular self worth and social media vent
– reflecting about Mountains, concept art and art direction
– managing my negative feelings, life & goals philosophy
– my knee injuries and update with the physio
– I’m going to GCAP 2023 (Australian game developer conference) this year & preparing myself mentally eep
![Young Cricket the meat dumplings lover! [Warioware: Get It Together!]](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/LeonieYueWariowareGetItTogether-CricketWeb.png?fit=700%2C574&ssl=1)
In this blog post:
– back to text commentary speedpaint
– commentary, youtube analytics & video making woes
– autism thoughts: masking, not looking autistic enough, scripting, “selective” mutism, burnouts, jobs/workplace accommodations, social faux pas, friendships & intimacy
– social media & personal update
![Princess Zelda [The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom]!!](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/05/LeonieYueTearsOfKingdomZelda_Web.jpg?fit=900%2C900&ssl=1)
In this blog post:
– art process & text commentary video
– avoiding Tears of the Kingdom spoilers
– Fire Emblem black tea
– workload with making videos & blog posts
– how to fix “waiting mode”
– reflecting on my autistic shutdowns and meltdowns
– declining attention spans & managing time on the internet
– personal update
![Making my PNGtuber avatars for my channel [Reflective Speedpaint]!](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/02/LeonieYuePNGTuberAvatarsYT.png?fit=800%2C450&ssl=1){kind=avatar}
In this blog post:
– about this video
– Crossy shenanigans
– to stream or not?
– voice over videos or not?
– figuring Adobe alternatives
– AI generated art worries, sadness & the “game illustrators in China got laid off” article
– personal ramble
![Happy Vietnamese New Year of the Cat 2023 featuring Catwalk God Kabegami / 壁神 🐈 & Issun!! [大神 / Ōkami LNY Project 🧧 ] + more!](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/01/LeonieYueOkamiYearOfCat2023_Web.png?fit=640%2C700&ssl=1)
In this blog post:
– thoughts on my Year of the Cat illustration & little bit on lunar new year
– numbered intimacy levels to gauge relationships and friendships
– managing my autism, inertia, uneven productivity, attention, drive, emotions and energy levels
– update/changes to my little Patreon
– personal update
Little blog ramble about this post, on Bayonetta 3, reflecting about “Everything Everywhere All at Once” & mugs ;D
Reflecting about needing this posting and birthday break.
Lots of terrible heads
And current health update :’)
I’m either deadpan staring or looking away ;D
Please I don’t want to stare into each other’s souls :’)
I did a bunch of online autism tests!
I go reflect how I currently manage my hyperfocus, rejection sensitive dysphoria, executive function struggles, attention & emotional dysregulation with my inattentive, autistic brain 🧠
Creative brain started to float away
oh no my creative & energy levels!
Thoughts on context switching, struggle with focus & questioning art purpose.
I ramble about my sappy mixed feelings and expressing & interpreting them in this blog post.
When I can’t really express how I’m feeling through words, through my awkward body language and my deadpan facial expression :’)
And reflecting on my birthday (which was over a week ago!) Please keep it to this blog; I don’t want to mention it on social media.
![SuperLeonieMode 327 / On the observation deck [to celebrate CrossyRoadCastle’s Space Tower Update]!](https://i0.wp.com/blog.leonieyue.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/SuperLeonieModeComic327web.png?fit=700%2C394&ssl=1)
SuperLeonieMode 327 / On the observation deck [to celebrate CrossyRoadCastle’s Space Tower Update]!
And Leonie (as an autistic) rambles about avoiding the “Love On the Spectrum” show.
Sketchpost 15 / DTIYS illustration timelapse, figure drawing and portraits + letting go of results, perfectionism & final interesting finds in this blog post [patron only]
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