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🐲Dragon from Mario Wonder! (Year of the Dragon + Smaugust 2024)

By leonieyue Posted on 29 August 2024 Posted in Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, progressupdate, Reflection, Timelapse, Video Tagged with 4D, acquaintanceBoundaries, ActuallyAutistic, antiGenAI, anxiety, autism, AutismAdulthood, autistic, autisticallySocial, autisticMasking, autisticShutdown, behindInLife, BeingAnOutcast, beingPerceived, boundaries, comedy, ConfirmationBias, conflictAvoidance, contradictory, coward, creepy, deadpan, disinterest, doingOwnThing, dragon, everyoneHatesMe, existentialDread, existentialEmptiness, explicitConsent, fanart, feelings, genAI, genAIdiscourse, GenAIimpactInternet, genAIscams, humiliation, hurt, hurtFeelings, Illustration, leonieyue, ManagingStress, neurodivergent, NoPuttingPeopleOnAPedestal, onlineBoundaries, outcast, overstimulated, overthinking, parasocial relationships, passiveAggressive, personalBoundaries, petty, prettyUglyPrivilege, scapegoat, socialAnxiety, socialConformity, SuperMarioBrosWonder, surprisePartiesNoThanks, visualPresentation, YearOfTheDragon, YearOfTheDragonFanart

In this blog post:
❧ the art ramble & subtitled timelapse!
❧ Super Eyepatch Wolf’s video on Social Anxiety Horror
❧ personal update, Nintendo direct/indies & more!

⭐Happy Mar10 day 2024!! 🍄👑 On being a hermit

By leonieyue Posted on 10 March 2024 Posted in Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Reflection Tagged with BeingAnOutcast, bummed, creative, creativeControl, creativeFulfillment, creativity, cute, DesireToProveSelfConstantlyExhausting, disappointed, disappointment, envious, envy, expectations, feelings, hermitLeonie, hermitLife, hurt, Illustration, Kimo, leftbehind, leonieyue, luigi, Mar10day, mario, Mario bros, missedKimo, mixedFeelings, movingForward, nintendo, personal, princess peach, princesspeach, protectArtCreativeProcess, reassurance, resentment, SelfReassurance, spiraling, unaware, ピーチ姫, ルイージ

Little personal blog post and ramble!

☂️Princess Peach’s Umbrella Triple Move 💕 [Super Mario RPG] Game is out today!!

By leonieyue Posted on 17 November 2023 Posted in Animation, Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, progressupdate, Reflection, Timelapse, Video Tagged with 1to1CatchUps, 2Danimation, 2dbasicAnimation, ableism, adultFriendship, animation, art process, autisic, autism, AutismAdulthood, AutismEgoDeath, autismfocus, autismFriendships, autismLife, complexFeelings, coworkerFriendshipsHard, eugenicsJapan, eyeContact, fanart, friendship, FriendshipBoundaries, FriendshipCapacity, gameThoughts, ghosted, ghosting, hermitLeonie, hermitLife, hikikomori, hurt, hydrationPlan, ignored, Illustration, JawClenching, jawPain, leonieyue, LiveActionZeldaMovie, livestreamingParasocialRelationships, loneliness, ManagingStress, MarioKart8Deluxe, masking, mukbang, neurodivergent, neurodivergentBrain, NeurodiversityWorkplaceAccommmodations, notgoodenoughFeelings, parasocial relationships, perceptions, physiololgicalstress, princess peach, RATtestCovid, rejected, rejection, rejectionSensitiveDysphoria, rejectionSensitivity, scapegoat, selfAwareness, selfregulation, social media, socialDistancing, socialmedia, socialmediaAndArtists, SocialScripts, stress, subtitledSpeedpaint, SuperMarioBrosWonder, textcommentary, TextSpeedpaint, TheLegendOfZeldaMovie, ThoughtSpotYoutube, twitter, Umbrella, ZeldaMovie, スーパーマリオrpg, ピーチ姫

On her left

In this blog post:
❧ art process & subtitled speedpaint!
❧ Live action Zelda movie??
❧ Hikikomori, autism & ego deaths
❧ finished Super Mario Bros Wonder!
❧ personal update & more!

LeonieWrites about GCAP2023 (Days 1 & 2) – vlog & blog ramble!

By leonieyue Posted on 4 October 2023 Posted in LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Photos, Reflection, Video Tagged with antisocial, ArtCareer, autisticallySocial, careerthoughts, complexFeelings, conflicting, crowdedEventsNoMasksScary, crowds, feelings, gamedev, gameindustry, games, games industry, gamesConference, gamesEvents, gamesWeek, GCAP, GCAP2023, hermitLeonie, hermitLife, homebody, homebodylife, hurt, LeonieRambles, LeonieWrites, leonieyue, MelbourneInternationalGamesWeek, MIGW, MIGW2023, mixedFeelings, notgoodenoughFeelings, reflective, rejectionSensitiveDysphoria, rejectionSensitivity, sittingwithfeelings, social, socialAnxiety, socialEnergy, socialEvents, socialGroups, socialising, sociallyAcceptable, vlog

My 4.5 minute LeonieWrites vlog, recap and reflecting a bit more at the blog.

Oh heartbroken Kirby 💔

By leonieyue Posted on 7 November 2022 Posted in Comics, Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, Reflection, Timelapse Tagged with abandonment, adultFriendship, AIartDiscourse, ArtistHustle, beauty, bodyImage, brokenHeart, brokenhearted, character illustration, characterIllustration, cohost, comic, compatibility, digital art, digital illustration, disappointed, disappointment, empathy, fanart, friendship, friendships, HAL Laboratory, heartbreak, how to art career, hurt, Illustration, ImageAI, instagram, kirby, kirbysDreamBuffet, learning, learningfrommistakes, learningJourney, leftbehind, LeonieYoutube, leonieyue, letdown, LevelsOfFriendships, liveandlearn, lonely, MentalHealth, movieThoughts, nintendo, onlineFriendship, OutgrowingFriends, PhysicalAppearance, physicalAttractiveness, physiololgicalstress, pixiv, platonicFriends, postingBreak, publicpersona, RedShoesAndTheSevenDwarvesMovie, sadness, self compassion, selfdoubt, selfWorth, twitter

In this week’s blog post:
– the timelapse & feelings
– thoughts on Red Shoes and the Seven Dwarves movie + body image
– issues with Cohost’s ToS so I’m not posting there
– AI art fears and thoughts as it spreads
– personal update

Art from imagination / Mundane powers of a Dishwasher

By leonieyue Posted on 21 March 2022 Posted in Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Reflection, Timelapse Tagged with ArtForTheDay, complexFeelings, dishwasher, dishwashing, DrawingFromImagination, eczema, handEczema, hurt, Illustration, ImaginativeDrawing, LeonieUpdate, leonieyue, mixedFeelings, personalupdate, rejection, rejectionSensitivity, self portrait, SketchForTheDay, SketchFromImagination, StreamOfConsciousness, Timelapse

I hand wash dishes a couple of times daily ;’D

And a personal update ramble.

Fanart / Week of Olivia from Animal Crossing + LeonieUpdate!

By leonieyue Posted on 14 December 2020 Posted in Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Reflection Tagged with 2Danimation, ACNH, adultFriendship, AlexMeyersYoutube, AnimalCrossing, AnimalCrossingNewHorizons, ArtTagged, AspergersFromTheInsideYoutube, assertiveness, autism, bodyImage, BodyWeight, boundaries, brokenHeart, Cyberpunk2077, Dinosaurs, Disney, DisneyRayaAndTheLastDragon, earningTrust, eczema, ego, emotionalWalls, EncantoDisney, expectations, fanart, FitnessBoxing2game, friendship, friendships, gameAwards, games industry, gameTrailers, GutFeeling, HadesGame, Healthy, hipsterWhale, honesty, hurt, Illustration, IwajuSeries, kirby, LEGOdinosaurBuilding, LEGOset, LeonieUpdate, leonieyue, LosingWeight, LupinIIITheFirst, MentalHealth, Olivia, PhysicalExercise, physicalHealth, PixarLightyear, pteranodon, reflection, rejection, RingFitAdventure, sayingNo, selfAcceptance, selfCare, selfLove, selfRespect, Sephiroth, SmashBrosUltimate, snowperson, stylish, SupergiantGames, TaikaWaititi, thegameawards, ThomasFrankYoutube, trust, TurningRed, tyrannosaurus rex, UpcomingMovieTV

Fanart / Week of Olivia from Animal Crossing + LeonieUpdate!
Personal update, Dinosaur LEGO set gift, reflecting about getting more active, The Game Awards, Disney news and more!

Illustration / My entry to SamsA’s DrawThisInYourStylechallenge + LeonieUpdate!

By leonieyue Posted on 16 November 2020 Posted in Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, progressupdate, Reflection, Sketches Tagged with AccentedCinema, acceptance, ArtChallenge, autism, autismInLadies, autistic, autisticBurnout, Awkwafina, boundaries, CeriHutton, characterIllustration, crushes, DrawingChallenge, DrawThisInYourStyle, DrawThisInyourStyleChallenge, dtiys, emotionalDistance, emotionalIntimacy, emotionalMaturity, EmotionalSupport, expectations, friendship, friendships, hermitLife, hurt, Illustration, InterestingFinds, kindness, leonieyue, loneliness, LouieZong, magicalGirl, ManagingEmotions, music, networking, nuance, personalSpace, platonicFriends, process, rats, reddit, redrawArt, reflection, rejection, romanticAttraction, RurouniKenshin, samsa_dtiys1k, SamsAartist, selfAcceptance, selfAwareness, WaterLady

Illustration / My entry to SamsA’s DrawThisInYourStyleChallenge + little LeonieUpdate and ramble about platonic friendships!

SixFanartsChallenge 03 / Doraemon + MondayLeonieupdate!

By leonieyue Posted on 11 May 2020 Posted in Fanart, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, progressupdate, Reflection Tagged with ADHD, anime, AnxiousAvoidantAttachmentStyle, artvsartist, ArtVSartist2020, autism, ByJeevesMusical, Doraemon, fanart, feelings, FinalFantasyVIIremake, hurt, Illustration, LeonieUpdate, leonieyue, MusicalThoughts, personalupdate, progressupdate, reflection, rejection, RingFitAdventure, SixFanartsChallenge

About Doraemon!
Personal update time:
silly hurt feelings vent
avoidant & anxious attachment styles
Autism vs ADHD
deciding how to best fit in studies
Ring Fit Adventure progress yay

SuperLeonieMode / Mud masks are hard to put on! 😂 Tomb-sweeping day + update

By leonieyue Posted on 5 April 2020 Posted in Comics, Illustration, LeonieYue, PersonalUpdate, Photos, progressupdate, Reflection Tagged with autism, BodyPosi, comic, diamondLayeredCake, faceMaskSheetThoughts, friendships, hurt, Illustration, instagramstories, leonieyue, lowEnergy, ManagingEmotions, personalupdate, QingmingFestival, rejection, sensitivity, SundayLeonieUpdate, SuperLeonieMode, TombSweepingDay

– Mud masks shenanigans
– Qingming Festival/Tomb-Sweeping Day
– Personal update: AC instagram stories, offensive autism behaviour to others, the rejection life & testing BodyPosi