In this blog post:
– speedpaint commentary video on feeling behind with productivity!
– the Year of the Rabbit horoscope
– movie rambles
– removing my art on Artstation
– figuring out my videos, workload and nobody wants to watch speedpaints of studies
– personal update

It is as the title says ;P
Changing my posting schedule and
time for an extended break too!

Portraits from imagination + Eadweard Muybridge frame studies!
Reflecting on art brain dumps, AI art discourse & I continue to juggle life and trying to relax better :’)

I ramble about Shiver, Frye and my thoughts after playing some Splatfest yesterday 🐙

Nothing to see here ;P

Reflecting about my creative block, my art journey, what I want to do with my art, what excites and motivates me too.

Lots of terrible heads
And current health update :’)

Doing some pages of fundamental studies!

And personal reflective ramble about life/art juggling and trying to not stress about it as usual.

More figure drawing this week!

Reflecting on being slow paced and other anxious thoughts.

Last month I started doing the yearly Kimo(dameshi) challenge where you post figure studies for 20 days.

Featured here was Day 1.

It goes downhill from here as I document & struggle with the 1st week :’)

Struggling with Skeletal studies!

And getting existential and gloomy from tracking metrics :’)

I’m either deadpan staring or looking away ;D

Please I don’t want to stare into each other’s souls :’)

I did a bunch of online autism tests!

I go reflect how I currently manage my hyperfocus, rejection sensitive dysphoria, executive function struggles, attention & emotional dysregulation with my inattentive, autistic brain 🧠

Reflecting on boxes, not worrying about art goals/dreams and tracking habits & progress.

I reflect on making this Princess Zelda illustration, on my favourite Zelda games, I question my purpose like a frustrated artist and more :’)

Creative brain started to float away
oh no my creative & energy levels!
Thoughts on context switching, struggle with focus & questioning art purpose.