Kirby anniversary Month x Plein Airpril Day 7

Relaxing in the water

Kirby anniversary Month x Plein Airpril Day 8

Bandana Dee says it’s home time

Kirby anniversary Month x Plein Airpril Day 9

Chilling with Gooey

I am so exhausted and my head hurts and body aches real bad

Kirby anniversary Month x Plein Airpril Day 10

Mountain hiking

feeling a tad better now; just achy and tired but there’s so much housework to juggle with I’ll have to do slowly at other times when I have the energy

Kirby anniversary Month x Plein Airpril Day 11

He found it like this

Metaknight anniversary Month x Plein Airpril Day 12

Hide and seek

another tense, frustrating day but we keep doing our best :’)

Here I am struggling with this challenge but I push through anyway…

Leonie rambles about…

• Forced to Eat and Stay Skinny | The Dark Side of Mukbang in China
  • I relate to being judged on whether I waste food, if I’m too vain/greedy and if I’m “fat/chubby” oof
  • I hate being judged and compared blatantly against other people on all aspects, career, results, connections and appearance and more
  • mukbangs aren’t really my thing because they’re more about eating too much
    • I’m more for food reviews or recipes if I am watching food videos
• watching a lot Tomodachi LIfe: Living the Dream streams hehe
  • still don’t know if I should play with the demo…maybe
  • I enjoy watching people create silly, unhinged, bizarre, wholesome stuff
  • I don’t have the time to play the full game myself as it’s time consuming to make things work and still fun
  • and I’m not an OC creator of many characters and you can make up to 70 miis :’)
  • too bad you can’t share what others make because they don’t want to moderate people abusing that
• I hope to get around to Kirby Air Riders Road trip
  • then get help since I’m being forced to do a 3rd run after
• work being intense continues and I guess I’m no animator
• barely hanging on today daily for Day 20 pleinair
  • I’m burning out on environments aaahhh
• I’m tired of security issues with Windows things….UGHH
• see more things shared at my tiny discord server!!
  • accepting that over half that joined it at end of March have left – oof. It is what it is :’)
  • super appreciate all the peeps who still stick around!! Thank youuuuu

Again without being too specific (for privacy) – stressful, concerning, frustrating family situation continues and it escalated a bunch. A lot of ups and downs, disappointments, scary stuff and disruptions to sleep :”(

Exhausting because we can’t manage this alone for our sanity and emotional wellbeing even on a day to day basis…and I hope it doesn’t take months getting help/support and that it’s not super expensive. I hope we can figure out something better for everyone (subjective though)…a lot of unknowns for an indefinite time 🙁

I am also not keen on people giving their judgement/opinion/unreasonable expectations/differing values/fearmongering when they don’t respect/consider our perspectives/situation/values/wellbeing while they can just leave and don’t have to manage nor live with the consequences (like with a lot of their concerning advice in the past many years and they knew the risks too…so I find it difficult to trust)

And I’m back to doing plein air dailies on the actual day because I was so physically/mentally/emotionally tired from it all in the past week (and I’m not even facing the full brunt of it) so I couldn’t even do a little buffer anymore AHHH

Just taking things day by day because things are difficult for most of us now :’)

Anyhoo I need to run off and get sleep now!!

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