Hey it’s Sommie the deity of crystal pooping! ;D

Makes me wonder if they’re actually valuable or melt away since I don’t know if these crystals last in staying as a solid thing.

I’ll have the timelapse for this piece another time :0

Leonie rambles

• How a rich girl’s life created the most popular magical girl – debunking that MADE-UP viral post (Ayaku Web on Naoko Takeuchi)
• Why You Hate Social Media (Unsolicited advice)
  • yeah why I’m scared of taking youtube or streaming seriously because I am more of a documenting person
  • I’m not a performer/entertainer
• How to get unstuck as an autistic person (Kaelynnism)
• Stumbled upon Lyanna Kea’s work; whole season 1 of The Life of Kea
  • behind the scenes, funded by Screen Australia and Youtube Australia on the Chinese Malaysian community in Australia
• How Tim Burton Failed Sweeney Todd (Lola Sebastian)
  • yeah seems like Tim Burton is not great and is set in his ways
  • I’m just glad I had no notes passed down to me in review when I did the Nightmare before Christmas world for Disney Crossy Road in hindsight. Yes I learned that he didn’t direct that movie though the designs were his? :’)
• 3 LGBT Films from Conservative Countries (Accented Cinema)
• The Games Behind Your Government’s Next War (People Make Games)
• Feelings post autism diagnosis
  • “This self-love movement is beautiful and necessary, but not at the expense of growth.”
  • “You don’t see yourself the way you see yourself when you get to see yourself.”
  • oof I feel a lot of this with reflecting my whole life before and how things happened,
    • how I don’t fully know why people avoid me,
    • feeling like I was left in the dark all this time,
    • reliving and feeling shamed about myself
    • and how the past me was just me trying to be a charmeleon with the masking
    • with the rejection, feeling alone and alienated (and might not be fully aware until after the fact)
    • how you struggle with others’ interpretations or misunderstandings of you
    • how you feel ashamed and not allowed to make mistakes/forget
  • it never feels enough or “done” and you have to prove yourself so that people believe you
  • that finding/keeping close relationships is unnatural and uncomfortable and anxiety-inducing and awkward
    • it doesn’t get to the comforting part until a long time of building mutual trust, respect, interest, time and effort
    • friendships are important and I admittedly don’t have the capacity for too much close friends in person as much as I wish for talking buddies
• When She Loved Me (Dins acapella cover)
• Wicked trailer 2
• finally watched the start of Black Myth Wukong
  • upon realising that this is set after Journey to the West and is an original take thereafter, I don’t have to take it too seriously
  • watching the short films at the end of the chapters – there’s a lot of gaps left behind if you don’t know the story already
  • I don’t think it’s my cup of tea but I appreciate it as a game
• I have a lot more silly finds I share/spam at my little discord server ;P

Personal update

Crossy Road Castle on consoles is coming in 2 or so days! The team have been and are working hard trying to get it happening :’D

Anyhoo, judging from my 5 or so blog update newsletter subscribers who checked, I feel like it’s “don’t change it” in terms of weekly versus monthly email digests. Because nobody did the survey – which is fair!! :’D

I think from now on if I’m just posting the art on its own without much internet finds or rambling then that’s okay. I need to let go of trying to make blog posts worth it when it should be my main place I post art and maybe I ramble too much at times :’D

I’ll ramble if I feel like I have something to say :0 I don’t want to force it. Nor make too much proofreading work for myself. Let’s see how I go along the way.

Yeah currently super pooped as my brain just finished working hard and did more over time at work with my flow again. I end up too busy on/off with work throughout the day and end up posting at my blog when I’m finally done. I need 2 days off now or just take it easy to make up for the over time…

Gosh so much to juggle – reminding myself to take things day by day or else I’ll spiral in despair, doubt and question my own choices :’)

Well let’s just do our best…!

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