Hermit Dragon Leonie working/chilling at the computer :0

Lots of angles ;D

Yes this is a whole series I’ve made though I feel like more people don’t care for my voxel work :<

Posting it anyway ;P

Leonie rambles about…

• Em Beihold – Too Precious (Official Music Video)
  • yay for all the “boring” hermits who don’t want to conform
• how to process an emotion *life-changing tips from a therapy veteran* (scatterbrain girl)
• Autism and social parties (morgaanfoley)
  • yeah…I hide in the restroom and feel all this
• When lists isn’t the problem; just don’t have the energy to do everything :’) so it’s stressful (morgaanfoley)
  • Autism Contradictions – yep it really depends on a moment
  • post dissociation thoughts – what is reality
  • Autistic friendship struggles – yeah I don’t know anymore
    • Someone’s comment with help
  • Socialising is exhausting – “maybe I shouldn’t go”
• What’s the deal with Slay the Princess? (Katie and Catburger) relationship focused interpretation
• Why Yes = No in East Asia (aini)
  • why social situations is even more exhausting when you have to overthink about subtlety, indirect, passive aggressive communication, misinterpretations, rudeness, giving face and not knowing what’s sincere/genuine anymore :/
  • I guess that’s why I’m even more quiet in these situations as I’ll probably get misinterpreted and I’m overstimulated from also overthinking about other people
• Is There a “Neurodivergent Gaze”? (Ember Green)
  • really well articulated!! The “gaze” in general is more nuanced
  • agreed with clothes and no point judging people on whether they’re “being themselves” and generalising what aesthetics is “safe”, “comfortable”, “nice”, “authentic”, “female gaze” to follow
  • also some commenters pointed out: people of privilege are not more “authentic” as they can also feel trapped in the “ideal” or get outcasted as well
  • indeed not my business!! Don’t assume things from what people wear and assume they’re neurodivergent/not!!
  • be aware of isolation, uneven dynamics, hierarchies and generalisations (the anti neurotypical stuff)
  • identity is fluid and changing and people are wearing what they choose
  • ah I did move on from Thought Spot’s videos for some months now as I lost interest in her videos :0
• The Problem with Modern Love (Unsolicited Advice)
  • food for thought/philosophy
  • to learn love as a skill along the way and grow together with your partner
• Hero’s Shade – Zelda’s Most Tragic Link (Zeltik)
• Gigantic scale deepfake sexual crimes in South Korea
  • beyond disgusting and horrible and how it’s just terrible for women and children and family members in South Korea, India and many other countries…that men can’t be trusted as they don’t even see girls and women in their lives and families as human beings
  • how South Korea is where being anti feminist is the norm
  • they had/have to use social media to get global attention because their government and police forces won’t do anything substantial about it otherwise

Personal update

Gosh another later post since it’s been so busy with work and I got carried away doing over time again yesterday :’D

Originally I wanted to do some impromptu art but there was no time to do it. Lots of things I want to do but I can’t do it all (as I remind myself).

Did a survey on how frequent my weekly blog newsletter should be – considering monthly newsletter. But if I don’t get substantial votes either way I’ll leave it alone. Though I do tend to write a lot! Then I added a 2nd question on whether I should do internet finds…so let me know what you think!

I don’t think I got any votes so far as I didn’t get any daily summaries :0

Not sure on how I do internet finds in my blog posts…sometimes I get carried away rambling too much on a topic/piece when I have lots of other things to do :< It does help with reflecting and processing things I come across and makes things arguably less easy to forget. Need to reign myself in at times to keep blog posts super short and sweet!

I could ramble more in videos instead of rambling too much at my blog with a tiny audience. Videos are better at reaching people. I would need to write things out to sort out my brain thoughts and interpreting things through my own lens either way.

Also super anxious, uncomfortable and dreading about something that I’ve been procrastinating forever…so may I please have the courage :’)

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