๐ฆ Dreaming about mugs and waterfalls! ๐ต [Hermit Dragon Leonie part 10]
that’s horizontally pouring out its contents like they’re waterfalls of tea water and water.
Me and my 3 mugs!
My set of Hermit Leonie voxel art is still going as this is part 10 of 12 ;D
Technically I have another mug but that’s on standby haha
Leonie rambles about…
- enjoying Mario Kart World, wished there’s more costumes like in Mario Tour...
- where is Knight Luigi, Gladiator DK, kanga Yoshi and more ??
- I need to learn the courses better and what character/kart combo suits me
- I don’t have all the side enemy characters because the Kamek thing is so RNG ๐
- wished the joycon drift issue in the Switch 2 was addressed :/
- I made sure to say that in my Switch 2 survey!!
- thought I could choose (taking it in a literal, neurodivergent way before and clinging to comfort zone) but I was actually getting pressured a bunch to change with my comfort zone :’D
- alas that is life and all I can do is push my comfort zone and manage my anxieties, rejection sensitivity, discouragement, overthinking and insecurities
- gotta brave through it…push through my reluctance/discomfort and get desensitised
- gosh low self confidence is a battle I don’t bother dwelling on and I focus more on what I need to do, what to keep doing and what to do better :’)
- I am in great pain from my monthly cramps right now and I feel miserable and more slow
- gotta hang in there for some more days…
- work is getting creatively intense and with time :0!!!
- gotta finish up a thing that I’m slow at and start rolling with another thing right after
- also realising that I need to make some things more efficient…somehow
- because most people aren’t proactive, not doing it early and you have to bring it up yourself and even multiple times if you want to address it I’ve learned…
- getting my head around blender slowly continues (this is for work, not low poly personal work)
- it’s a lot of manual steps right now for me and not knowing how to efficiently do things
- or why things don’t look how I want them to
- or not sure what is fully possible and figuring it out
- there’s so many things to nitpick and adjust and change so it really helps to have help/feedback – to check over it with the big picture and with fresh eyes
- when books from America are just too expensive to bother (as an Australian the shipping fees are always tremendous)
- it’s my birthday in the coming weeks and trying to not feel existential
- making sure I juggle in food/things I enjoy even though it’s more solitary and not adventurous
- no social party, celebratory activities nor hype here ;P
- I do get indecisive on what I want to do/eat/play when it’s really just another day
- again just an excuse to treat myself and slow down – something to look forward to
- once again I dread late July’s medical needle/scan itself and fees ๐
- annoyed at people hustling me when I don’t have the budget for their fees and I don’t really need their services as frequently as they want me to
- there’s a lot of expenses and bills already wah
- I’m struggling trying to squeeze in art and/or learning time when my brain struggles to switch modes often oof
- I got addicted to a short novel about political imperial palace drama
- the romance was not too much but still a big part to the emotional core
- but the angst was a tad annoying because it dragged a little and skipped parts
- it took a lot of my weekend whoops when I planned to do personal art…
- I get addicted to stories, especially romantic character driven ones to fill the endless, sad, lonely void ;P
- though this one wasn’t super romance focused but most of the characters were compelling enough for me to stay reading
- juggling continues – keep doing our best eep!!
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