๐ Low poly 3D modeling & texturing my silly chibi Miku for her birthday ๐ Feeling bad at 3D modeling and making youtube videos
The long awaited low poly 23 minute subtitled timelapse video featuring Miku!
Some people wanted my newbie 3D process so finally this is it!
Thank you for watching!
This 13.5 year old youtube channel is kind of dead and not working out since forever and youtube keeps changing for the worst…
so no more videos are planned right now.
It’ll be really rare and random (or so I keep telling myself).
Maybe it’s time to move on, let go and give up making it a regular thing.
Youtube isn’t really my main focus, I don’t want to spend time editing and people don’t care about my videos…it is what it is. I don’t have the interest, time, effort, resources to REALLY change things up :’)
Or do lazy and muted art streams – I don’t know anymore ;PWith the youtube community tab I guess I’ll keep posting there for now. Youtube has been really discouraging and it’s finally gotten to me after all these years.
I’m most active at my blog and my tiny discord server!
And then Cara and bluesky.
I want to focus on juggling other things in my life and learning, making, sharing art!
I hope to catch you around there ๐ฅน


I finished this in November 2025 so I don’t remember what I did haha
This experience just reminds me I don’t care for proper 3D modeling and I just want the basic, broken low poly forms there – I work better with such limitations or I’ll nitpick to frustration ;P
There’s a lot of “I should practice more” but I’m still iterating on discord emotes haha
Leonie rambles about…

Oh my blog is dead now; maybe the views before were fake???
It makes sense as I still don’t know how my views went up this year thus far.
Whelp this is my current stats; I cry inwardly in resignation…
Ah well I feel somewhat sad but I keep going forward anyway….
Leonie personal rambles
- got stressed out and frustrated over tech stuff
- it wasted my recovery day and morning ๐
- it’s time consuming and UGHHH I’m just venting to myself
- I dread it because I’m scared of stuffing up
- been active sharing stuff at my little server as usual ;P
- been wondering if I should quit making youtube videos
- but I can’t say with complete certainty for my future self so I’ll just stop indefinitely
- I might do a video about making my discord emotes
- everywhere has slop and it’s just discouraging
- watched the The Incident at the Galley House
- (I already watched Type Help the previous, original version from last year)
- I did they added a lot more to the original game with the new modern take and quality of life
- the text only original has its own charm though and left more to the imagination
- really incredible game, writing and storytelling
- was in the darkness because of having no power for a whole day too
- got a stinging bad tummy ache from actually eating out today and feeling regret……..
- just getting paranoid about hygiene (vs something else??) as that was the only food I ate
- accidentally got a tiny bit of toothpaste in my eye and it stung a bit earlier ahhh
- I did eye drops to calm it down wah
- work was alright otherwise, more iteration to do
- I played and finished a Wordle for the first time haha…
- my brain is mush and I need to decompress…
I’ll stop writing here – I need to do a bunch of stuff, exercise, do stressful things and sleep ahhhh
Thank you so much for reading! Catch you next time <3
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