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Thursday, April 19, 2018

SuperListenMode: You gotta believe Pt 2


SuperListenMode: You gotta believe Pt 2

Reminding myself too. 

I forget often :')

You can do the thing! ^o^

Monday, April 16, 2018

SuperListenMode: When you see me sitting by myself...



SuperListenMode: When you see me sitting by myself...


I'm taking a break from the social crowd.

Yes I'm one of those people who makes herself as small as possible when it gets socially overwhelming :') And it's rare for me to take initiative to talk to somebody...aye.  It takes a while for me to collect some courage and approach someone at times.

It's super bad when it's too dark to draw...my last resort to cope .___.

Perhaps I have an unapproachable death stare/zoned out tired face on D:

But feel free to come over for a little chat (: 
If we run out of things to say, that's fine too - something I'm learning to embrace myself!






PS: Changed it a bit: SLM is going to update on Mondays and Thursdays!

Friday, April 13, 2018

SuperListenMode: How I met Kalonica


How I met @Kalonica_

This was 2015 I think? She is a lovely sweet buddy now! Aww (:

When you're so used to people losing interest and walking off, I expect shallow connections...even today. Other times I lose interest and move on too - I get it. 

Yes I have hurt feelings sometimes but I'm not being passive aggressive. That's how things are and/or the timing isn't right ;P  You can't be friends with everyone.

So when someone is actually happy to be present with you on a mutual level it's a shock! It's a pleasant surprise! A wonderful heartwarming feeling <3

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

SuperListenMode: Three promises to my Mother


First up I am super grateful to my mother for all she has done for me. We visited her grave a few weeks ago and each time I feel appreciative that I'm alive in spite of all the uncertainty ahead.
To do things you believe in with kindness and love.
Each day is full of possibilities!

Here it was the last year of my mother's life at the time and yes I've broken two of these promises - I drank 3 ciders in my life [I don't like it anymore] & accidentally swore once or twice - one time because I was reading it aloud from a book without thinking whoops. 

Silly guilt aside, I stuck to these promises to this day because I know in my heart that drinking, drugs/smoking and swearing are not for me. No judgement on anyone - I respect your life & decisions, as I would like you to respect mine. (:


Plus I said "NO" in the face of a group of popular girls. 

Stuff that peer pressure. They've got no power over me ;P

Gosh what a stubborn naive butt I am! ;)

Monday, April 9, 2018

SuperListenMode: Summary of my GCAP feelings over the years


I am not criticising anyone for GCAP! I'm just growing out of being an introverted hermit over the years as I throw myself into the deep end at crowded industry events. 

Social Practice towards better Emotional Intelligence? 

This comic is embarrassing because of my insecurities, low self esteem and silly feelings. But it's okay to feel out of place. I still do. I just focus on what I do have, accept my times of struggle and keep working at it. Who really does completely belong - we're all weird and wonderful :')

These are summaries of my GCAP blog posts actually!

Just my own personal struggles and growth with industry events, 
crowds, 
drinking culture,
late night parties, 
socialising, 
feeling like a lonely alien nobody, 
learning from speakers, 
making sure I get some breaks away from people, 
making sure I eat something, 
accept that people come and go at these things and you might never actually talk or catch up because everyone's exhausted, 
breakfast/lunch catch ups are the best, 
trying to follow up with people and sometimes it doesn't work out,
saying no to almost all night parties, 
being okay if people ignore you or are too busy 
and trying to not take it seriously. 

Learning!! 

As I said in my MIGW17 blog post, 2017 was the first time I felt better about all this in taking all these passing feelings in stride. I'm getting more comfortable saying hello to people too sometimes...while my self confidence goes up and down! 

Gosh! Super appreciated the friendly hugs too <3 It's probably just luck though so again I'm not going to expect anything this year...I just want to learn and say hi to people when I feel able ;P

Maybe I'll see you around this year's Games Week. Maybe! Games Week tends to be super crowded and it's the bane of my existence if I don't take care of my energy levels. :') You could be too busy to talk to me anyhow :')

I'm actually planning to be around PAXAus for just one day instead depending on commitments. I've gone every year for all 3 days since it started and going all 3 days is not for me anymore.
I'm so done and tired by that level of commitment now. 
I'm done...1 day is enough for me.
I got better things to do! ;D






PS: Hey I'm posting full length SuperListenMode comics here!

Starting to post SuperListenMode comics individually here so:

  • peeps can comment here below without being tied to a social media platform ;D 
  • I can finally tag and organise the comics here without them being tied to the usual monthly posts 
  • Twitter doesn't allow me to post these personal essays that come along with these sometimes haha
  • I don't want my comics get lost into the social media void when I want to link to them directly - this will help tremendously


Leaving Instagram with my semi mega long posts because links are prohibited there. But even instagram has its character limits!

Here will be where the full post shall be from now on!

I hope this change is okay with you <3

Friday, April 6, 2018

[FEB&MAR2018] Being Yourself versus Defining who you are // MeowBurpDoodles Collection + Okami Lunar New Year + Mighty Ladies Portraits

Leonie's small blog island says hullo! (:

Disqus comments are back after many years! In the past it's usually 1 or 2 friends who comment and it became saddening.


I mean I've always blogged to myself and talked to myself. Go deeper than social media posts and rambled away all I liked here.

But hey anyone alive and reading? 
I've brought back comments on my blog posts again to leave the option open for people to comment here at length. I'll probably check here the most. (:

Be anonymous if you like...I think you can? Just wanted to see if there's anyone out there. Let me know in the comments way, way, way below ;) I'll read them all at the least!

Expecting tumbleweeds every time because people are busy with their own lives as am I so...
Repetitive thank yous if you read this <3  

    Let's go! Journal Time.

    Adriel & Rami: their dedicated Wedding icon! 
    The lovely power couple (: I actually forgot Rami's beard because I was so out of it and sleep deprived during the first pass :')


    CONTENTS for your READING QUEST:
    Adriel & Rami's Wedding Icons
    Y5M2&3 Leonie Yue's Social Media Recap & Sketchbook:
    MeowBurpDoodles
    SuperListenComics
    VectorBurpQuest attempts
    BurpDoodles
    Some Commissions
    Mighty Games Ladies Portraits
    #nonoFomo WiDGET SuperListenMode comics
    Fanart

    Friday, February 2, 2018

    Two Year Mighty Games Anniversary & Four Years of BurpBlogging - Reflecting on 2017 & Melbourne Global Game Jam 2018 // Curling into an Art Posting Ghost on Social Media 2018 [NOV&DEC2017+JAN2018]

    Leonie's small blog island says hullo! (:

    Finally back to blogging!
    Bunched it all up! It's 2018 but I'm recapping the end of 2017 too :D 

    Super long and rambly and personal so...go away ;)

    Decided to make it every two months instead of monthly.
    Super super long from now on.
    I don't care how long it is now...plus it usually scares people off ;)
    Most people don't want to read things. Especially not long ones.
    Think of it as 2 chapters of my book of my life within a blog post!

    I actually cut out some topics too for next time ;)

    A lot of personal stuff below as I unwind and reflect about everything. 
    Gosh! Avert your eyes!

    And the Melbourne Global Game Jam of course!

      Let's go! Journal Time.

      The Yodeling Pickle Family
      Melbourne Global Game Jam Art Shenanigans :0

      CONTENTS for your READING QUEST:

      Friday, November 10, 2017

      OCT2017: Melbourne International Games Week 2017 Edition: GCAP & PAXAus + Doing a GCAP Talk + Nanojam3 + Gratitude

      Leonie's small blog island says hullo! (:

      So apparently 20 and then later 50 total peeps skimmed/looked at last month's blog post when I've been usually getting 100+ for each! I was a bit sad when I had 20 for a handful of weeks, but I *am* doing these blog posts for me so eh! 


      As much as it feels odd/new to me in the odd sudden large decline, I've had these numbers before in the early years. I don't care too much. I've moved on now ;D

      Anyhoo I really do appreciate you that you could find the time ;)
      Just highlighting the fact that there's not many of you who do read! ❤ 

      Even 100 "views" isn't that much when it comes to a 6 year old blog. 
      It's still a wonderful small ninja kind of an audience though (:

      [I had to disable comments on this blog so I can manage my time better, but feel free to tweet at me instead].

      Note italics are copied posts from the past!

        Let's go! Journal Time.


        CONTENTS for your READING QUEST:

        Friday, October 6, 2017

        SEP2017: Wonderful World of Character Design Pt1, NZGDC & New Zealand adventures!

        Leonie's small blog island says hullo! (:

        So pretty intense month even now since I'm still preparing and working for Part 2 for my talk by the end of this month and then I hope I get into the regular regimen of training/getting better or something afterwards :')

        Welcome to my rambly home! ^o^

        As usual...who reads these anyway! Pfft!!
        I'm really just writing these blogs for myself...for future self.
        Or rather my pretend imaginary friend.
        Because I rarely read my blog posts out of shame ;P

        [Seriously though, if you exist, thank you as always!
        You rare mysterious reader <3 ]

          Let's gooooo! Journal Time.



          CONTENTS for your READING QUEST:
          NZGDC17: The Wonderful World of Character Design Talk Part 1!

          Friday, September 8, 2017

          @CharDesignClub Challenge & Super Resource Page

          The Wonderful World of Character Design Talks: Super Resource & Challenge Page


          The tumblr for @CharDesignClub Challenge Submissions are here.

          If you find what I do here valuable and helpful,
          please pass it on, share it & let other people know about this page! 
          I hope it helps you, even if a bit!


          More importantly, let's learn together ^o^




          CONTENTS for your READING QUEST: